Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Blog is Back!!

So, after reading Aeryn's blog today (http://aerleigh.qwriting.org/), I realized just how much I missed keeping my blog/journal. So, thoughts for the week.


I got a 93 on my Sociology Final!! Yes, that is an A! :) AND what's even better is that it's an A in North Carolina as well!


For my English class we had due dates. Some was due last Wednesday and some the Wednesday before that. I don't have the energy to get the real dates. Sorry. Anyway, so I show up on December the 8th to my English class. The FINAL due date. So, I sit down and begin to brag to my friend Travis about how smart and on top of things I am. I was able to get everything done BY Tuesday. SO... while everyone else would be up cramming and writing bad papers... I would be sleeping. 


Except that I had ONE paper I wanted to tweak. But still. I would be done before everyone else... right?! Heres's the conversation:


Me: Ya i'm pretty much done with everything. I got it all done this weekend and yesterday/today.
Travis: No way! I'm jealous. I'll be up until midnight typing my papers I just know it.
Me: Ya. AND I won't have to do any paper extensions.
*Let me digress. Paper extensions- a 2 page single spaced typed list of weird and random things you (the student) would be willing to do for an extension on your paper. For each paper you want an extension on, you have to do one of the things on your list.
Travis: Really? That is good. I have to do two of 'em.
Me: Ya. All I have left is to edit my Personal Narrative. But, that won't take long.
Travis: Wait... Your personal narrative?
Me: Ya?
Travis: hahahahahahahaha That was due last week.
Me: What? No way really?
Mrs. Spencer: Yep. Guess who will be doing an extension list!!
So. Here is the point of this story... I had to do an extension list. Yes. Call me a slacker. But whatever.  Mine was pretty epic. And quite ridiculous I must say. Some of them that were included:
·         Tie a scarf to every limb of my body and wear them around ALL day.
      • Wear my bathing suit over my clothing ALL day.

·         Write love notes to 3 people and hand them to random guys walking by include my number.
·         Wear a pair of boy boxers over my pants.
·         Challenge people walking by to a wizarding duel.
·         Sing 3 primary songs for the class.
·         Make a music video to your choice of song.
·         Lay horizontally on the pavement in front of the Maeser building chanting “Heck no, I won’t go!” And force them to step over/around me.
·         Bring macaroni and cheese for the class.
·         Wear sweats. Sag them. Tape a sign to the shorts underneath that talks about how I turned in my paper late/Dr. Spencer's awesomeness. Your choice.
·         Create a slideshow of baby pictures. Tell my life story.
·         Hold a Q and A with my English class, exposing all my secrets.
·         Declare the day “Abstinence Day.” Shout this out and congratulate people for attending as they walk by.
·         Stand by the Maeser statue and insult everyone who walks by. Extreme fake laugh and explain how I was just joking and their “Dead fish skunk breath really doesn’t smell that bad.”
·         Take pictures of every couple walking by and try to charge them saying I just took their engagement pictures and pictures of this quality aren’t cheap.
·         Respond to everyone in Taylor swift lyrics/titles and movie quotes.
·         Sing (badly) in front of the Wilk.
·         Ask people for a sample of their hair. If they say yes whip out a pair of scissors.
·         Anytime anyone tries to talk to me put my phone to my ear and say loudly how glad I am they just called because some loser was just trying to talk to me.
Yes. All of those. And many more. 
Which one did she pick. Take two minutes. Reread the list. Then decide. An even better idea. Print out the list and take it around town. Ask 15 random people if they were in my teacher's shoes which one they would pick.
OK. Have you done all that? Good. 
Now guess which one she picked. That's right of all the embarrassing things she could've made me do. She picked the one I put on there without thinking. The one I really didn't want to do but hey there are 60 options. What are the chances?!
She picked bring maccaroni and cheese for the WHOLE class on final's day. 
I made FIVE boxes of Kraft maccaroni and cheese.
Two pots. The left one has 3 boxes. The right one has 2.

The ingredients. (Not pictured the 5/4 sticks of butter needed.)
The moral of this story. I will never EVER have (insert number) children that require FIVE boxes of maccaroni and cheese. EVER. And if by the odd chance I do find myself in a situation comparable to the Dugger family (19 and counting TV show on TLC) they:

1.Will not all have names that start with the letter "j" (or the same of any letter for that matter).
2. Will dress in the highest of end fashion.
3. Will eat nothing but cereal for every meal. I'm sorry but if I wanted to run a cafeteria I'd open a soup kitchen.
4. Will NOT be on TV. Unless it pays really well.

OH and to top of this story of fun... I made the 5 boxes. Combined the pots into one giant pot. Walked out the door (aka Tuesday the 14th). Called my friend Travis to make sure it was at 2:30. 

THE FINAL IS TOMORROW. Now my English class will be eating DAY old maccaroni and cheese. Nothing says paper extension like day old maccaroni and cheese.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Life Today.

I don't organize my thoughts very well. I don't really say what I want to say sometimes. I feel like a lot of it is just a big list of my day to day activity. But, maybe one day that will be of interest to me.

College. It's fun. Well... for the most part. The work can be overwhelming. But, my social life is slowly becoming non-existent. So, I have plenty of time for work.

I need to move dorms. I have 2 horrible roommates. I have an "eh" family home evening group. Our "sisters" are nice enough but, not interested in being like REAL friends. Our brothers... are a WHOLE different story. 3 are weird. 1 is a BIG black boy. 2 think they are hotter than they are. So, that was a bust.

I am ready for a new ward. New faces. New friends. Well, I have a few i'd like to keep in touch with. Jenna, Nikole and Ashley for starters. Then there's Lewis, Mitchell and Damon. And finally Ammon, Michael and Ashley.

I do enjoy their company for sure. It's not all what I expected. But, instead of moping around, I am trying to make the best of it. A different approach from previous posts.

I don't know what i'll do if I can't find a room to switch into. Probably change my name to Sam and my gender to male and secretly occupy one of the male dorm rooms. It's not my most well-thought-out plan. But it IS a work in progress.

I miss my family a lot. It's hard not seeing them. But I guess it's good practice for the future. When i'm married and living in my Mansion in the mountains on a lake in Colorado. (Boating in the summer. Boarding in the winter. Best of both worlds)

I like to dress cute. I feel weird wearing sweats to class. I've only done it twice so far. I felt like I would do it more but it's like my inner "Linda" is pushing through to my subconscious and driving me to wear my cute clothes EVERYDAY. Which I do. But, my good style hasn't helped make friends.

In fact, I was informed it's the smiley faces in my texts that make people like me. Sad life huh?

I'm getting to bed. School seems kind of pointless. I am getting the work done. I am studying. I just don't feel like i'm learning. I think I have pretty good grades, but I am VERY nervous for my first set of finals in like a week and a half. Wish me luck.

I leave the 18th. YES.

Life Today.

I don't organize my thoughts very well. I don't really say what I want to say sometimes. I feel like a lot of it is just a big list of my day to day activity. But, maybe one day that will be of interest to me.

College. It's fun. Well... for the most part. The work can be overwhelming. But, my social life is slowly becoming non-existent. So, I have plenty of time for work.

I need to move dorms. I have 2 horrible roommates. I have an "eh" family home evening group. Our "sisters" are nice enough but, not interested in being like REAL friends. Our brothers... are a WHOLE different story. 3 are weird. 1 is a BIG black boy. 2 think they are hotter than they are. So, that was a bust.

I am ready for a new ward. New faces. New friends. Well, I have a few i'd like to keep in touch with. Jenna, Nikole and Ashley for starters. Then there's Lewis, Mitchell and Damon. And finally Ammon, Michael and Ashley.

I do enjoy their company for sure. It's not all what I expected. But, instead of moping around, I am trying to make the best of it. A different approach from previous posts.

I don't know what i'll do if I can't find a room to switch into. Probably change my name to Sam and my gender to male and secretly occupy one of the male dorm rooms. It's not my most well-thought-out plan. But it IS a work in progress.

I miss my family a lot. It's hard not seeing them. But I guess it's good practice for the future. When i'm married and living in my Mansion in the mountains on a lake in Colorado. (Boating in the summer. Boarding in the winter. Best of both worlds)

I like to dress cute. I feel weird wearing sweats to class. I've only done it twice so far. I felt like I would do it more but it's like my inner "Linda" is pushing through to my subconscious and driving me to wear my cute clothes EVERYDAY. Which I do. But, my good style hasn't helped make friends.

In fact, I was informed it's the smiley faces in my texts that make people like me. Sad life huh?

I'm getting to bed. School seems kind of pointless. I am getting the work done. I am studying. I just don't feel like i'm learning. I think I have pretty good grades, but I am VERY nervous for my first set of finals in like a week and a half. Wish me luck.

I leave the 18th. YES.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Good Idea.

I found this blog idea while just looking around online... I thought it was a good idea. Tell me what you think. I figured it will help keep me posting often.


DISCLAIMER: I will not do it if I will be judged/you ask specifics! So... if you are going to do that, then tell me now. I will do it in my personal journal or something!!



Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people (they remain nameless).

Day 2: Nine things about yourself.

Day 3: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day 4: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day 5: Six things that you wish you had never done.

Day 6: Five people who mean a lot to you.

Day 7: Four turn offs.

Day 8: Three turn ons.

Day 9: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day 10: One Confession

Tell me what you think. Good or bad idea. I'll start tomorrow.
Or whenever i get the ok.

Monday, November 22, 2010

In the Mood to Write...

I don't really have anything to say. I just feel like writing. I had a wonderful weekend.

I got to see my Grams. It has been TOO long.
I got to hang out with Chase and Mariss... Probably my 2 favorite people in this state to hang out with. Family is the best... that's for sure.
I got to talk and joke around with my amazing Aunt and Uncle... I really am so lucky.
I got to talk to my mom for a little bit on the way home from Ogden.
Tomorrow is my last day! The joys of being in Freshman classes... The teachers cancel like crazy! I have no classes Tuesday!
I am getting to hang out with my friend Geoff AND go to Ogden tomorrow.
I get to help my Aunt with the preschooler kids Tuesday for the Thanksgiving feast! I am more excited than an 18 year old should be!
I got to go to the Temple tonight! We were too late to go IN the grounds. But just being by it was awesome!
I watched a couple of funny movies and episodes of my new favorite TV show with good friends and family!
I am happy! I miss home, but I am closer than ever to getting to see them!!

I feel like I wanna have crazy weird/funny blogs like my roommate Nikole! But, I know this is supposed to be like a semi-serious blogs... and funny fashion, advice columns, and posts about creepy cartoon characters are not welcome!

I miss the best friend, Aeryn... but such is life! She is going home in 2 days and going to live it up there for me.

I don't have anything to say. And feel like I need to include pictures. But, I haven't taken any recently.

I will over Thanksgiving break for sure.

Ammon just came over and delivered the world's tastiest treat!
This is my second time having it since being here.
It's called "Puppy Chow"
Basically chocolate, peanut putter, powdered sugar, chex mix goodness.

I watched some movie with Jenna and Lewis tonight. Chase's recommendation. It's called Saved. And it is actually quite hilarious. 

I should get to bed soon. I have class at 9. But I am just too pumped for break!!! It is MUCH needed. And I am THRILLED all I will be expected to do over break is write a 1pg double spaced paper for anthro and edit my Sociology paper. Such a GOOD feeling. Like really though. A huge weight off my shoulders... 

Ok. I'm going to try to settle down. And read and fall asleep. Till next time. 

-Sophie

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Missions. This post is LONG. This post is intimidating. This post is for my REAL fans. ;)

What's been on my mind recently...

I have been writing several missionaries lately. I actually really enjoy getting hand-written letters and replying. It makes me feel loved. More than a Facebook post or an email. I love writing and getting letters. There is just a difference between opening the mailbox and finding something handwritten (that someone took time to write and personalize just for you) and opening your email and finding a virtual letter that took someone like 10 min to write. Let's just face it, it's nicer to see the thought in their handwriting as opposed to the text on a screen. Or, at least for me. However, I love getting both.

I have always thought a lot about missions. Always. I have seen the good and the bad missionaries come into our ward. BUT almost every single missionary carries with them a special spirit. I am drawn to that spirit and enjoy hanging out with the missionaries because of it.

I just think A LOT about it. It's on my mind a lot of days.


I have for the most part (with a few exceptions) always had negative thoughts about the majority of the sister missionaries. And I had often heard the male missionaries refer to the sister missionaries as weird or different. In fact my favorite thing I heard Chase said regarding the subject is, and I quote: “The sister missionaries well 95% of them are just weird. And there is DEFINITLEY a reason they are on missions. Like you just know something is wrong with them. But, then there are the 5% who are exceptionally pretty and normal and you just have to wonder what’s wrong with them and why they are out serving.” I laughed when I heard that.

But I still think maybe a mission is for me. 

I was counseled by a friend the other night. He said “prepare everyday as if you are going to serve a mission. Start doing what you need to do to be ready to serve now. And if the time comes and it feels right, you are prepared and ready to go. If the opportunity never presents itself think of how much better you now know the gospel that you’ve been preparing to teach it for so long.” 

In 2 Nephi chapter 29 verse 9 I loved when it said that the Lord’s work “is not yet finished; neither shall it be until the end of man…” This stuck out to me because the Lord’s work is in our hands. It is up to us to be ready to spread his gospel, to share it with those who have yet to receive it. His work is never finished, and so neither is ours. We must be his diligent and faithful servants in all times, all things and in all places.

I know that I don’t have to BE a missionary to BE a missionary. I can be one now and keep others on the straight and narrow with my actions. I know what it is like to be an example to others. Growing up in a non-friendly Mormon atmosphere, I know the challenge. I can rise to the call. And if my time comes, I will be ready to serve.

Just what's been on my mind recently. 

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

What's on My Mind as of Now...


I decided to switch things up a bit. So, i'm going to make this post semi-poemy? Ha

Seeing Grams.
My Best Friends. (My Mom and Aeryn).
My Dad. 
Hayden and Blake. 
My possibly fractured elbow. 
My second family in Ogden.
Snowboarding.
Home. 
Schoolwork.
Lots and Lots of Papers.
Food. 

It's like one of those poems that you start with something and end with like something similar to the same thing. OK. So, it's not a poem. 

Cut me some slack. I'm a starving college kid.

Today: We picked up Cody and Cory from the airport. Took them to In N Out to eat and then dropped them off at the MTC. It was good to get to see them one last time. It's strange how much you don't realize you miss people till you see them again. That was confusing. Long story short, i've missed seeing them. They are good friends. I forgot how funny Cory was. It was really cute to see them all dressed and ready to go. They were both nervous and excited. It was a fun time. I wish they had gotten to come a day earlier so we could've showed them around more. :)
On the way from the airport.
Cory and Cody. If you couldn't tell them apart from their  "Missionary haircuts"
 They had more luggage than our tiny car could fit! So, they sat with the suitcases on their laps. :) Cory called them their "Customized seat belts."

We took them out to eat. They had never heard of In N Out.
:)

Me and my two favorite twins in front of the MTC.
I wanted to hug them bad! It was hard!! But they were good Elders and refused to touch anything except my hand.

Chase and the Twins.

All four of us!
The greeting missionaries refused to take a picture for us...
SO after many attempts we got this.
My elbow might be fractured. :( Aka. No snowboarding. Or skiing. Or anything fun. I might go crazy if it is. I don't know anyone who wants to go as bad as I do. 

Grams. I get to see her in like two days?! Not even. I am so excited. I have missed her TONS. I've been badgering her with phone calls and a countdown since Monday. I love her and can NOT wait!!

My family and Aeryn. So basically, my Family. I miss my home. I want to go home and see everyone so bad! It's hard being out here so far away! I miss everyone tons. I will have another post on that soon. I promise.

My elbow. It hurts. Its swollen. It might be fractured. Kill me. 


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Short Update

I'm feeling much better tonight. Ignore the last post.

But such is life huh?

Another One of These Posts

I am not having as much fun as I had anticipated for my first year at BYU. I do not get along with two of my roommates. I do not have as many friends as I wanted. I do not enjoy being here all the time. I do not have enough time for everything. I am not getting enough sleep because I have so much reading for school and work for school and want to sometimes go out and have fun. I want things to get better but, I’m not sure that they will. I have been thinking about swapping rooms. But, what will that change. Maybe BYU wasn’t the place for me. Maybe another college would’ve suited me better. I’m not really sure. I am down a lot of the time. I want things to change. I just don’t know. Really and truly, I want what I don’t have. However, I do have the gospel. I do have family and friends. I am at a college where I am making (for the most part) really good grades. I do have two roommates I get along with pretty much all of the time and one roommate I get along with most of the time. I imagined things different but, things aren’t always what you imagined them to be like. That’s been the hardest part so far. That and this roller coaster of emotions that college has brought. I feel like I am at home in my little dorm room. But, it’s not always a happy home. It’s not always where I want to be. I’m complaining again. I have something many people don’t. I have the gospel. It's Sunday. That must be why I am bringing the Gospel up so much. Shouldn’t it make me happy? I’m sure I’m not utilizing it to the best of its ability. Maybe I’m addressing the wrong issues in my life.There is more I can be doing today that will make for a better tomorrow. Times have been worse for people. My experience can get better. It will get better. It won’t always be like this. Things can change. That’s the beauty of life I guess. Things are only bad for a moment in time. Others have it worse than I do. I want to be happy. I want to have more fun. I want, I want, I want. 

Friday, November 12, 2010

Journal Entry 4

Einstein did not believe in God, but he did believe in what he called “cosmic awe.” Have you ever experienced “cosmic awe”?  When?


Me and Nikole braving the cold for our science review.




Einstein was a brilliant man. But his disbelief in God only shows how even the most intelligent people can be quite ignorant. To blame the creation of the universe and all its many wonders on science and chance is crazy. But, I suppose cosmic awe is just another name for miracles? And are miracles not only further proof of a Heavenly being watching over us from above?

Jenna, Me and Ashley. 
Cosmic awe was described by Einstein as: a devout humility before the harmony in nature. I’m assuming since this is in fact my journal that I am not required to cite my information. So, I got that from a website on the internet.

I have experienced cosmic awe though. Every time I look up at the stars in the sky I am amazed at the beauty that they reflect. I love when I am able to see a shooting star. We have a planetarium on campus that I have visited and it is like the coolest thing ever. You can go up on the roof and look through these telescopes that the astronomy majors have positioned at certain things. When I went I was able to see Jupiter and its rings, a nebula, the moon and of course many stars. It was amazing to think of all the countless galaxies just like ours that exist out there.

It was one of the cooler things I’ve been able to witness in my life. I love nature in general though. I love to take pictures of it. I love the way the sun hits the water, the colors of the leaves as they change, the way the world looks after it’s just rained and the mountains as they go from green with trees to white with snow. I am always in constant awe at just HOW beautiful our world is. Being out here at school and away from what I am used to seeing has opened my eyes to how truly ingenious our Father in Heaven must be. This world is not only beautiful, it’s perfect. It really has something for everyone. And I love it all.

I think about how pretty our world is when I walk across campus. I miss the way North Carolina looks. But, 
Jenna, Me, Ammon
Michael and Ashley
After the CES Fireside on Sunday.

I love the way Utah looks.

Maybe it’s because I love taking pictures. Or maybe it’s because I am in love with sunsets and sunrises. Whatever it is, I love everything that we have on this earth. 

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Journal Entry 3

I didn't realize I would be writing about relationships so much this week. I guess I should start like an advice column in the local newspaper or something.

I don't mean to seem obsessed with the subject. I just realized that I had forgotten to post my journal entries for my English class. So, to attempt and write everyday, when I don't have anything to say i'll throw one of my journal entries in!

The two best little brothers in the whole world.
I couldn't put pictures of the boys I refer to later on... I didn't think it was appropriate.
So, I put the next best thing to boyfriends... brothers.


Journal Prompt: "What does it mean to fall in love?  Have you ever fallen in love?"


What is love?

Dictionary.com defines love as:
  1. 1.       A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
  2. 2.       A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child or friend.

I’m not sure how reliable this is as a source since some of the other definitions were “sexual passion or desire, sexual intercourse and an affair with another person.”

Many popular artists and songs sing about love. In fact you’d be hard pressed to find a song that was written about something other than love. Either about how wonderful love is, how the singer has a broken heart or how much they want/need someone to love. 

I am, however, a big fan of those songs, and singers that sing about love (and teenage angst aka Taylor Swift).  Love sells. Love sells records, dresses, flowers, rings, candy, cakes and all sorts of random assortments. As humans we are addicted to the idea of being in love. I mean we have a whole holiday devoted to love. No one wants to be single and everyone is looking for that someone special to spend the rest of their life with. That’s just how it is.

And as far as I’m concerned… I’m right beside all the other lovesick people in this world. I buy the songs they play on the radio. I have a love song playlist on my iPod. I enjoy going on dates. In fact, I have made a list of qualities I want in my “perfect” guy. Not that I’m looking for anyone anytime soon.

I believe that I have been in love three times. Yes, three times in my young eighteen years. One of those times is the second definition of love however. I love my family. I love them more than I anyone else in this world. I love my mom. She is amazing and one of my best friends. I love my dad. He is the epitome of the perfect guy. Hands down, best dad ever. My brothers? Are the best. End of story. And, you can’t forget my Grandma. I look up to her and care about her more than I think even I know. She is one of the best examples I’ve been fortunate to have in my life. (And of course I love my extended family. That’s just how it works. Well, for me at least.)

The other two times differ as well. The first time was with my first “real” boyfriend. Whatever that means. I fell in love with the kid. He was funny. He was smart. He had an amazing family. And he thought I was the (insert any sappy, romantic, loving phrase here).  I was happy whenever I was around him. We did everything together. We were “going out” for like 6 or 7 months. He never kissed me, and over time that love developed into more of a brotherly love. I began to look at him as a brother or best friend instead of a boyfriend. But, heaven knows I loved the kid. Just differently. Instead of wanting to hold his hand and to cuddle on the couch , I started just wanting to talk, to hang out and go crazy. Don’t get me wrong, the physical is by NO means the most important thing in a relationship. There just wasn’t any there. And so the relationship slowly changed. I was probably stupid for ending it. But, my feelings changed. We were best friends for a long time after that. And I loved that. He taught me what it was like to share everything with someone else. To share secrets, friends, food, fun you name it. I had fun. I miss that sometimes.

The second time was a couple months after the previous relationship. There was something different about this though. It was the same type of love, I think. I enjoyed spending every second I could with this guy. We could talk about anything and we always had a lot of fun. There was however, the element of protection involved. He didn’t have an ideal home life like I had. And, I always felt bad for him. I wanted to make him happy. I wanted him to not worry about that. I loved him in a different way than the boy mentioned above.  I wanted to help him. I especially liked that he went to my school and I was able to flaunt him around school. He was funny, he was loved by my family, he was good to his parents, he was nice, he was outgoing and made friends easy and he was sweet and wanted to make me happy. We had a good, fun-loving relationship. It was at times tumultuous (but always behind the scenes). I always had a good time when he was around. He, for the most part, shared my sense of humor. He let me tease him. And he thought I was amazing. We could talk on the phone for hours and I was happy. There’s no need to go into details. But, we ended up breaking up. It was a rough ending to what was (for the most part) a really good relationship. Things ended. We weren’t really on speaking terms. I was done with it. That was until the first weeks of January. I had dated a couple other guys in the months that passed. When suddenly I realized I did still care about him. I wanted him to be mine again. Turns out he missed me as well. We dated again for an additional like 5 or 6 months. (So, the first time was around 8 months, we were off for 6 or 7 months. And then the final 5 or 6 months. A big portion of my life ha).

I am missing in both examples quite a few components that I wanted to share but, because I didn't plan out my journal entry they didn't fit in as well as i'd hoped. Oh well. There was more to both relationships. I just dunno how to put them in.

Now, inexperienced an immature as I’m sure I am to some people, that is the extent of my “love life.” There were a couple other boys I dated/liked thrown in that mix. But, nothing like those two boys. Love is complicated and simple. Love is overrated and underrated at the same time. Something I’ve learned though is love is worth it. Make it count. Make it something special.



Wednesday, November 10, 2010

You Heard IT Here First.

Sophia Giler is taking a break from dating.

That's right. And you heard it here first. 

It is emotionally exhausting. I can not go on more than one date with someone before things get WILDLY out of hand. 

For all my readers outside of Utah, the majority of the BYU freshman boys are extremely confused. 

Many of them think that a date means that I LIKE them (more than just friends), and that if I hang out after the date, or tell them I had fun that CLEARLY I am interested. I swear. I can't just be friends with anyone. 

It's not just that though. I just haven't met anyone that I feel like I do REALLY like. Sometimes, I think POSSIBLY I might, maybe could like them. But, I just end up having another conversation with someone saying "I really just want to be friends. Maybe we should be friends. I don't know that I like you like that." Or a weird combination of all three. It is at that point that... I never hear from them again. 

It's annoying. And not like the real world. 

I described my perfect guy to my roommate Nikole, and our friend Dan. They laughed at how unrealistic my demands were. (Not that I am looking. NO NO NO. I am not looking for anything serious right now so do NOT get the wrong impression.) Anyways. (Anyways just so happens to be my mom's favorite word. Everyone use it incorrectly and often when around her.) Here is my list. Just to humor you:

I'll start with the physical traits:
  • Short blonde hair. Or short(to medium) brown hair. 
  • Tall
  • Buff (Muscular) (Good body)
  • Athletic
  • Cute Smiles (dimples if he can pull them off. One of my TA's has the CUTEST dimples when he smiles. Sadly he's married.)
  • Pretty eyes. (Like dimples, those are optional)
  • Dresses good. AKA Likes to wear cute clothes.
  • Ashton Kutcher. Ha just kidding. But i'd take him. :)
  • Enjoys good music. Can play an instrument/sing (preferably but not a MUST).
Personality Traits:
  • Enjoys his religion classes just as much as I do.
  • Good sense of humor. 
  • Funny, but knows when to be serious.
  • Honest. 
  • Respectful to his parents. 
  • Mature with a hint of immaturity. (The right kind of immaturity)
  • Good head on his shoulders. 
  • Motivated. 
  • And IF we are talking about marriage (which were not anytime soon) He has to think I hung the Sun, Moon, Stars and anything else impressive in space.
  • Sweet. 
  • Be able to carry an educated conversation. Will say sweet things in person, not just over text/email etc...
  • Some interest in politics and the world.
  • Trustworthy. 
That's about it. Yes. I know I just named the perfect guy. Maybe I should lower my expectations. They are kind of high. 

Oh did I mention I want someone straight out of a Nicholas Sparks novel??

So, other than my unrealistic post about the perfect guy, I really am taking a break from the dating scene. Like my facebook status stated the other day I'm "chasing a ghost." (I'm semi obsessed with that line... Dan gave it to me. But, it is my situation to a T)

Anyways, I miss my family and friends. I am excited for Christmas. :) :) I get to see Grams for Thanksgiving. And I am beyond excited. I love her so MUCH. I called her twice last week. I'm sure she is plenty annoyed with my constant phone calls. ;) Just kidding. 

I need a break from school. I need to get away. I am excited for next semester. I'm taking ice skating. That's about all that's on my mind. 


I'm obsessed with this version of Katy Perry's Teenage Dream they did on Glee. My mom hates the song. But, I love it. Sorry Mom. It's really good though.



Friday, November 5, 2010

Cutest Bread Bowls EVER.

Cutest bread bowl EVER. Complete with KILLER soup.
 :) After the Howl, Jenna, Chase and I came back with Mariss and stayed the night. She was getting sick.. So we had to go to church without her. BUT when we got home we had the best "interactive dinner ever!!
Jenna enjoying her meal :)

First. Hollow out your bread bowl
Second. Fill with soup.
Third. Eat.
Chase pounded his.

Chase and Aunt B. :) And the bread Bowl.



I'm not doing as good as I promised...

School is time consuming.

And not enough happens in one day that is worth blogging about. Trust me.

I had a fun Halloween though! We drove to Ogden (Me, Chase and Jenna) from Provo on Saturday early afternoon. There was some BAD traffic on the way down there. It took an hour to get out of Provo.

Then once we got on 1-15 there was some construction. As soon as we started to get some momentum and sped up... the worst happened. They decided to take away a lane. Heaven forbid. Instead of just getting over like normal drivers, these people decided to keep driving until the LAST possible second. Then they had to slow down and wait to get over. Well, the result of this? More traffic. Some people.

Then we get out of that mess finally! (Chase was going on about California and their "zipper-effect" lane changing. And how it's only in Utah that drivers create their own traffic. I'd have to agree. We could get farther in New York City in an hour than we did in Provo and I-15).

Anyways we start speeding up again... AND! Out of nowhere speeds a police car with it's lights flashing. Of course everyone begins to panic and slows down. Well, that's only normal right? Only this police car zooms in front of the pack of cars and begins to WEAVE in and out of the lanes. Going from the far right lane over to the far left lane (still with his lights on). We were in shock. Me and Chase and Jenna were all laughing and could not FATHOM what the cop was doing. Chase said that clearly the traffic had ended before the cop had wanted and he was slowing things back down. The car continues to swerve, several times almost hitting the concrete barriers, until randomly he flicks his lights off and gets off at the exit.

Does anyone have the number you call for rogue police officers?

Anyways, we get to Aunt B's and spend the afternoon talking, snacking and getting ready (much thanks to Aunt B).

Here are the final results:

Chase, Mariss, Me, Jenna

Edward Cullen, Ke$ha, Batwoman, Greek Goddess

I love him.


Family!!!



The HOWL at Utah State was a LOT of fun! We drove down with Mariss, Jenna, Chase, Me and Matt in one car and Lance, Karlie, McKade, Whitney, Autin, Josh, Brian and Melly in the other.

Brian Josh Matt Chase Whit Kar Mariss Me
Melly Mckade Austin Lance

Mariss Melly and Me in the bathroom


A nerd, Batwoman and Peter!

After the dance! My hair and make up is GROSS.

Cause I love her
And his costume is AWESOME

Me and my PiC at the dance
I look so NASTY!!
The dance was so hot, but so fun! :)

Friday, October 29, 2010

Utah's Fall.

Chase thinks i'm a freak.

Simply because i'm obsessed with the mountains. Ha. It's not my fault. I love the way this state looks sometimes. ESPECIALLY when its cloudy. The clouds sit around the top of the mountains and they look SO cool. Like really eerie and something out of a movie!! I haven't been able to capture how cool they look but I tried. So here is my catalog of Fall pictures that I took.

I just found out you can click on pictures to make them bigger. I dunno why all my pictures come out really small? I click and tell them to be large! Xtra-Large makes them run off the page. Oh well...



 I'm nowhere near a pro at shooting these kinds of pictures, but I really like taking pictures. :)

Heritage Halls


I really like these next three!
These leaves are all over campus.
People are always sweeping, raking and vacuuming them up. It's
semi-funny.


 


I felt like my mom would like the previous three. I dunno. Don't you like all the trees changing colors? 
Maybe i'm imagining things. But those three are my favorites. Prolly cause I think i'm a real good photographer.
:) Cool Huh?
There is snow on the top of the mountains!


Have I mentioned how much I love the mountains. I can't wait to take some of the snow!


Heritage Halls.

Halloween

I've gotten really bad at this everyday thing. It's just I don't have a lot to say.

The weeks are going by REALLY fast. It's weird.

It snowed on Tuesday. Strangely enough the people out here in Utah don't appreciate the snow quite like those of us from the south. ;)

I was sick and didn't get to take any pictures of the "first snow." Lame. I know.

For Halloween i'm going to the Howl. With Chase, Mariss, Jenna, (2 guys from our ward), some friends from Ogden and possibly Chase's friend Russell.  :)

Last night we went to a haunted house! Nightmare on 13th. It's supposed to be one of the top ten in the country! It was SO much fun. I don't get scared too easily but this was enough to get me. What with Jordan popping out from behind corners at me, Jacob tugging on my arm and well, the house and people themselves it was pretty AWESOME! I talked to Jenna and we were able to get a pretty decent group to go. We had to take 2 cars. In Jordan's car: Jordan, Jenna, Jacob, Lewis, Nikole and Ashley. In my car I had:  Me, Ashley L, Ammon, Michael and Bruce.
Back row: Jordan (orange shirt), Michael, Lewis, Jacob, Bruce, Ammon.
Front Row: Ashley L, Ashley S, Me, Nikole and Jenna

Halloween shopping is getting old fast. Ha. I've been probably 6 times just in this month. Which is like 6 more than I went last year. :)
Mariss and Me in our Halloween Costumes.
Nikole, Me and Jenna Halloween Shopping/

More shopping. Ha
Anyways, I'm really excited. :) And I think that Ammon kid is pretty cute. But other than that this week has been uneventful. Me and Chase went shopping together to put the finishing touches on our costumes. And my lovely Aunt B, was able to find just what I needed. I went to two Walmarts and BOTH were out of a small black tank top. There were only larges left. In both. Weird. I agree. :)

Me and the 3 roommates (Ashley, Jenna and Nikole) have all become really close and really good friends with Jacob, Lewis and Jordan. I like those guys. I needed some good guy friends. :) But, I really love hanging out with Chase, Russell and Dave too. :)

Scary huh?

Monday, October 25, 2010

Letters.

As of right now I have mail to respond to.

I have letters to write to the following people:

  • Elder Sammons (my cousin)
  • Elder Hallam (my cousins friend/MTC companion)
  • Aeryn (my Best Friend)
  • Stephanie Spain (My GOOD friend from way back in the day aka my new pen pal)
  • Elder Schow (Another of my cousins missionary companions.
  • Elder Mauler (One of my friends from BYU's older brother.)
I am so far behind. It's insane. Ha all those letters. Thats 5 of them. My hand will be mad sore after that. But, I should probably get on that SOON. 

I have FHE in a few. I'll blog more tomorrow. 
Here's a picture from the weekend.

We went to The Cheesecake Factory. From left to right.. Whitney, Mariss, Chase, Karlie, Me, Matt.

Matt takes me out to lunch on Tuesdays. He works down in Provo on tuesdays. 
He's really nice. :) I'll blog about that the next time we go.


Till then!